tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89231290504302230262024-03-16T09:12:38.767+08:00L a u c e n 6 6 6Long Distance RelationshipLaucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-59337888517395407982024-03-15T23:25:00.004+08:002024-03-15T23:25:25.788+08:00心脏扩大的情况<p> 今天我感到左胸部从早上8点到现在晚上11点时有时轻微有时剧烈的疼痛,</p><p>我猜心脏扩大的情况正在恶化。</p><p><br /></p><p>不确定我还能活多今天我感到左胸部从早上8点到现在晚上11点时有时轻微有时剧烈的疼痛,</p><p>我猜心脏扩大的情况正在恶化, 不确定我还能活多久。</p><p><br /></p><p>血压仍然像往常一样高,大约在150-200左右,我想,药物已经不能再改善我的情况了,至少我感觉是这样。所以如果我很快就死了,希望有人能找到这个博客页面。久。血压仍然像往常一样高,大约在150-200左右,我想,药物已经不能再改善我的情况了,至少我感觉是这样。所 今天我感到左胸部从早上8点到现在晚上11点时有时轻微有时剧烈的疼痛,我猜心脏扩大的情况正在恶化。不确定我还能活多久。血压仍然像往常一样高,大约在150-200左右,我想,药物已经不能再改善我的情况了,至少我感觉是这样。所以如果我很快就死了,希望有人能找到这个博客页面。以如果我很快就死了,希望有人能找到这个博客页面。</p>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-51675051144160465832021-07-08T20:41:00.002+08:002021-07-08T20:41:20.724+08:00抑郁症<p> 8th July 2021</p><p><br /></p><p>这是第二次了。</p><p><br /></p><p>开始觉得自己有抑郁症的现象了。</p><p><br /></p><p>好好看着视频,会无缘无故的哭泣。感觉自己很委屈,无奈的委屈感。</p><p><br /></p><p>有轻微的自杀念头。</p><p><br /></p><p>我家人不知道~ 从不让陈爸爸担心我。</p>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-24429509551260263502021-07-08T20:40:00.004+08:002021-07-08T20:40:56.419+08:00突然觉得自己好像有轻微的抑郁症<p> 28th June 2021</p><p><br /></p><p>心痛</p><p><br /></p><p>突然觉得自己好像有轻微的抑郁症(知道某某症状)</p><p><br /></p><p>驾车时突然想到你每天都没法入眠 - 心痛因为感受到你的疲倦。很想很想帮你但不知道如何是好。</p><p><br /></p><p>突然想起高中时自己有本写满诗的书本,弄丢了。心也痛。</p><p><br /></p><p>痛到突然很想脱离联系方式。</p><p><br /></p><p>痛到很想关手机,睡酒店。</p><p><br /></p><p>这不就是抑郁症吗?</p>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-33624042112059675912018-11-20T18:33:00.002+08:002024-03-15T23:26:53.268+08:00Casual night out (Brenda Thien)I unable to express my pain that is still burning in my heart, so i came here to write something.<br />
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18th November 2018, this customer that u just met and have a talked.<br />
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19th November 2018, i can't believe that u can go have a drink with him. Deep down i trying not wanting to give a damn about that. I had no clue that how can you went out with someone stranger that u only chat a few hours then can go out and have a drink. Despite that, you only mentioned with me that u going out with "Telecommunication guy". WHAT THE FUCK?! , i was worried and i texted you from 10pm till 2:54 a.m. and finally my sleep kick in. You freaking keep calling me at 3:05 a.m. for couple of times despite i rejected your call. I got work in the morning and yet u call and just wanna meet me, please if i do that u to i'm sure the next day you go bad mood about it too.<br />
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My heart still burning as i writing this. Every time argument happened and you never said sorry the next day, i said sorry after i do something wrong but you don't. Is like the word sorry is fucking hard for u to express until i asked for it.<br />
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This isn't fair to me, you can go out until 2-3am late night and i don't said a word about it. But if i go out until late night because i wanna play some mobile game with friend, you instantly showing that unhappy attitude in whatsapp. It happened couple of times already.Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-54230994273188441152015-04-16T20:08:00.001+08:002015-04-16T20:08:52.644+08:00无法变回原来的自己<p dir="ltr">有时候我们明明原谅那个人,但却无法快乐起来。<br>
那是因为,你忘记原谅自己。</p>
<p dir="ltr">我可能真的忘记原谅自己。</p>
<p dir="ltr">我不快乐。</p>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaAq_CzxzAXo2oX_FhjtluiFimYDBJKSUtRSajnpNXZFL5B_5b8Jm4liGKYHYzJG0q2N7cd0Rw-tqFwkhgmBnxtIXJsgPPd3JHQu2jEAHbj8t1eKiiGMKBFTIsHgfwjX9snD8-2iE2TsQ/s1600/IMG_20150413_214849.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaAq_CzxzAXo2oX_FhjtluiFimYDBJKSUtRSajnpNXZFL5B_5b8Jm4liGKYHYzJG0q2N7cd0Rw-tqFwkhgmBnxtIXJsgPPd3JHQu2jEAHbj8t1eKiiGMKBFTIsHgfwjX9snD8-2iE2TsQ/s640/IMG_20150413_214849.jpg"> </a> </div>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-89048143698558599002010-01-01T17:10:00.001+08:002010-01-01T17:16:24.871+08:00<div align="center"><strong><em>命运就像强奸,<br />你反抗不了,<br />就要学习享受。<br /><br />工作就像轮奸,<br />你不行了,<br />别人就上。<br /><br />生活就像自慰,<br />什么都要靠自己双手。<br /><br />学习就像叫鸡,<br />出钱又出力。<br /><br />朋友就像内裤,<br />在你大起大落时都包含你。 </em><br /><br />好朋友就像避孕套,<br />时时都为你着想。<br /><br />更好的朋友就像~伟哥~,<br />在你抬不起头时给你力量。<em></em></strong></div>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-29152963765242546442009-12-31T10:06:00.000+08:002009-12-31T10:08:01.693+08:00TIME MANAGEMENTTIME MANAGEMENT <br /><br />Something will master and something will serve. Either you run the day or the day runs you; either you run the business or the business runs you.<br /><br />Learn how to separate the majors and the minors. A lot of people don’t do well simply because they major in minor things.<br /><br />Don’t mistake movement for achievement. It’s easy to get faked out by being busy. The question is: Busy doing what?<br /><br />Days are expensive. When you spend a day you have one less day to spend. So make sure you spend each one wisely.<br /><br />Sometimes you need to stay in touch but be out of reach.<br /><br />Time is our most valuable asset, yet we tend to waste it, kill it, and spend it rather than invest it.<br /><br />We can no more afford to spend major time on minor things than we can to spend minor time on major things.<br /><br />Time is more valuable than money. You can get more money, but you cannot get more time.<br /><br />Never begin the day until it is finished on paper.<br /><br />Learn how to say no. Don’t let your mouth overload your back.<br /><br />Time is the best-kept secret of the rich.<br /><br />(by Jim Rohn)Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-2661908222216717132009-05-09T12:59:00.000+08:002009-05-09T13:03:39.287+08:00十年前...十年后...<span style="font-weight: bold;">父母</span><br /><br />十年前我们是父母的孩子<br /><br />十年后我们是孩子的父母<br /><br />十年前我不知道家的温馨<br /><br />十年后我才体会家的温暖<br /><br />十年前我渴望离家去远方<br /><br />十年后我渴望从远方回家<br /><br />十年前我对父母大吵大嚷<br /><br />十年后我希望父母再骂我一次<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">爱情</span><br /><br />十年前你是我的同桌<br /><br />十年后你成了别人的妻子<br /><br />十年前我唱着同桌的你<br /><br />十年后我想着同桌的你<br /><br />十年前我们面对的唯一问题是考试<br /><br />十年后我们除了考试所有的问题都要面对<br /><br />十年前我在你家楼下记住了你嫣然的回眸一笑<br /><br />十年后我在你家楼下看到你训斥孩子的严厉面孔<br /><br />十年前我渴望马上结婚<br /><br />十年后我渴望再谈一次恋爱<br /><br />十年前我们谈及爱情,总是羞涩<br /><br />十年后我们谈及爱情,却是生涩<br /><br />十年前我渴望爱情,但不知道什么是爱情<br /><br />十年后我知道了什么是爱情,却不再拥有爱情<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">生活</span><br /><br />十年前我骑着自行车,吹着欢快的口哨,走在回家的路上<br /><br />十年后我开着私家车,接着不断的电话,走在应酬的路上<br /><br />十年前我渴望住进五星饭店<br /><br />十年后我住进五星饭店,却想回家<br /><br />十年前我渴望坐一次飞机<br /><br />十年后我最害怕的就是坐飞机<br /><br />十年前我踢完球,走过咖啡屋的窗前,希望女生对面的男生是我<br /><br />十年后我望见咖啡屋外走过的刚刚踢过球的孩子,希望我是其中一个<br /><br />十年前我们被父母和老师逼到课桌前,认真听讲<br /><br />十年后我想再次听讲,却找不到课桌<br /><br />十年前我鄙视饭店门前的酒鬼,发誓一辈子也不喝酒<br /><br />十年后我就是饭店门前的那个酒鬼<br /><br />十年前我渴望有朝一日坐上自己的私家车,不再走路<br /><br />十年后我渴望走路,不再开私家车<br /><br />十年前我希望显露出的是成熟<br /><br />十年后我去美容,希望青春永驻<br /><br />十年前我顿顿想着吃肉<br /><br />十年后我顿顿想着吃青菜<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">工作</span><br /><br />十年前我们为打一个电话四处寻找公用电话<br /><br />十年后我们有了,依然四处奔波<br /><br />十年前我月薪的目标是1000<br /><br />十年后我月薪6000元,依然无法快乐<br /><br />十年前我最怕的就是批评<br /><br />十年后我最难得的却是批评<br /><br />十年前200元钱我可以花一个月<br /><br />十年后2000元钱我才可以吃一顿饭<br /><br />十年前我们穿着统一的校服,朴素中透出的是阳光般的灿烂<br /><br />十年后我们穿着名牌的服装,华贵中流露出的是淡淡的忧郁<br /><br />十年前我们可以蓬头垢面,满脸汗渍的去上课<br /><br />十年后我们必须衣冠楚楚,面带微笑的去上班<br /><br />十年前我痛恨腐败<br /><br />十年后我腐败了<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">念</span><br /><br />十年前我以为自己是一棵大树<br /><br />十年后我才明白自己只不过是一棵小草<br /><br />十年前我唯一可以浪费的就是时间<br /><br />十年后我除了时间什么我都可以浪费<br /><br />十年前我们可以说青春无悔<br /><br />十年后我们只能说青春不在<br /><br />十年前我们可以游戏人生<br /><br />十年后我们却处在人生的游戏中...Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-9631426218908054292009-05-09T12:39:00.000+08:002009-05-09T12:40:36.578+08:00原來你也很富有有一位青年,老是埋怨自己時運不濟,發不了財,終日愁眉不展。<br /><br />這一天,走過來一個鬚髮皆白的老人,問:「年輕人,為什麼不快樂?」<br /><br />「我不明白,為什麼我總是這麼窮。」<br /><br />「窮?你很富有嘛!」老人由衷地說。<br /><br />「這從何說起?」年輕人不解。<br /><br />老人反問道:「假如現在斬掉你一個手指頭,給你1千元,你幹不幹?」 「不幹。」年輕人回答。<br /><br />「假如砍掉你一隻手,給你 1 萬元,你幹不幹?」<br />「不幹。」<br /><br />「假如使你雙眼都瞎掉,給你 10 萬元,你幹不幹?」<br />「不幹。」<br /><br />「假如讓你馬上變成80 歲的老人,給你 100 萬,你幹不幹?」<br />「不幹。」<br /><br />「假如讓你馬上死掉,給你 1000 萬,你幹不幹?」<br />「不幹。」<br /><br />「這就對了,你已經擁有超過1000 萬的財富,為什麼還哀怨自己貧窮呢?」老人笑吟吟地問道。<br /><br />青年愕然無言,突然什麼都明白了。...Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-60910220987659489182009-04-10T16:59:00.002+08:002009-04-10T17:05:01.279+08:00人生的80层楼<div align="left">有一对兄弟,他们的家住在80层楼上。</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">有一天他们外出旅行回家,发现大楼停电了!</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">虽然他们背着大包的行李,但看来没有什么别的选择,于是哥哥对弟弟说,我们就爬楼梯上去!</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">于是,他们背着两大包行李开始爬楼梯。爬到20楼的时候他们开始累了,哥哥说“包包太重了,不如这样吧,我们把包包放在这里,等来电后坐电梯来拿。”</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">于是,他们把行李放在了20楼,轻松多了,继续向上爬。他们有说有笑地往上爬,但是好景不长,到了40楼,两人实在累了。</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">想到还只爬了一半,两人开始互相埋怨,指责对方不注意大楼的停电公告,才会落得如此下场。他们边吵边爬,就这样一路爬到了60楼。到了60楼,他们累得连吵架的力气也没有了。弟弟对哥哥说,“我们不要吵了,爬完它吧。”</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">于是他们默默地继续爬楼,终于80楼到了!</div><div align="left">兴奋地来到家门口兄弟俩才发现他们的钥匙留在了20楼的包包里了.有人说,这个故事其实就是反映了我们的人生:20岁之前,我们活在家人、老师的期望之下,背负着很多的压力、包袱,自己也不够成熟、能力不足,因此步履难免不稳。20岁之后,离开了众人的压力,卸下了包袱,开始全力以赴地追求自己的梦想,就这样愉快地过了20年。可是到了40岁,发现青春已逝,不免产生许多的遗憾和追悔,于是开始遗憾这个、惋惜那个、抱怨这个、嫉恨那个.就这样在抱怨中度过了20年。到了60岁,发现人生已所剩不多,于是告诉自己不要在抱怨了,就珍惜剩下的日子吧!于是默默地走完了自己的余年。到了生命的尽头,才想起自己好象有什么事情没有完成.原来,我们所有的梦想都留在了20岁的青春岁月。。。</div>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-77732886504604478782009-02-18T22:35:00.000+08:002009-02-18T23:08:22.775+08:00Work = Snake<div style="text-align: center;">空是色,<br />色就是空,<br />人生本是一身空,<br />环境所逼去做工,<br />超级工作低级人工,<br />奸狠老板逼赶工,<br />工作永远不曾松,<br />时间长过马拉松,<br />薪水少过做义工,<br />拜六出粮礼拜空,<br />惨过孟加拉劳工,<br />叫我如何再开工,<br />口袋没钱脑袋空,<br />只好学人练蛇工,<br />天天假装很多工,<br />蛇下蛇下一天工,<br />轻轻松松又放工.<br /></div>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-42303315718122488482009-02-16T15:11:00.001+08:002009-02-17T14:52:54.868+08:00Job = Tired<span style="color:#ffff66;">“How important is this job to you?”<br /></span><br />A very good point that i learned today, well seems that everyone looking for a job, try to make sure they get a good one but then how important is this job to you? I been thinking and realize lately about this point, for a teenage like me probably people will sound that “you’re still young, don’t waste your time nor mine” but for adults that already have a family will probably think the other way around, they dying for it, work 8 hours a day and probably more than that just to make sure their family have food, clothes & bills that can be clear. But how many young people taking it seriously? Yesterday I attended Curtin University tea time(lunch actually), from what I observed my surrounding, they all looked not much different from high school student or even like what my friend told me “Kindergarten”. 2 person that sit next to me, they talking about car while the next day is their 1st day in University so my observation told me that none of people there are thinking of learning profit by making own business instead of working under people that pay by salary.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">“How much do you worth for the job?”<br /></span><br />Ever since you started a job, and you been making mistake until you get the “last warning”, so the question is what if I been doing the job wrong until the day I get the last warning but then since after that I doing the job performance in excellent and keep on improving until one day I repeat the mistake again, will I get the job off? When I’m studying in class about “Management” what I learnt from college it looks pretty simple but ever since after I’m working in a company is totally far different than college.<br />When a company has the person who has the ability to do the job even if you want to quit the job and they won’t “beg” you to stay, but what if you’re the one and only person who can do the job? Will they beg and increase your salary?<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">A Manager role<br /></span><br />From what I studies in college about manager is that he/she must have a good management skill and leadership, but is hardly to see any manager that have both skills. Most of the manager only has good management skill but not in leadership. A friend of mine told me that normally a person who achieved to the level of manager must be 30 years old and above, why? They need to contribute time for the company that is because they have limited opportunity for them. They need to make sure they are playing a good role inside the company. The manager contribute his/her time on office more than spending time with the family, true that the manager have lots of money but he/she exchange the youth for the job and the relationship between family member would be not that close.<br /><br /><br />To be continued. . .Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-40856562816902077212008-01-05T10:51:00.001+08:002008-03-14T21:37:52.382+08:00Mental Love~It's True That I'm Weird<br />I Won't Move<br />I Won't Breathe<br />Until You Finally See<br />That I Belong To You. . .<br /><br />Please Forgive Me<br />Cause I'm Afraid To Know The Answer<br />But Believe Me. . .<br /><br />Someday You'll Be Surprise<br />To See Me Beside You<br />You & Me Laughing<br />You & Me Crying<br />You & Me Holding On<br />Just You & Me . . .<br />Even Our Parents Can't Seperate Us . . .<br />In <strong>The Mental Hospital</strong> .<br /> <a href="http://tinyurl.com/yw3snx"><img src="http://tinyurl.com/2l6ty9"></a>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-10618112071214008872007-11-29T21:10:00.001+08:002008-03-14T21:38:32.009+08:00After Form 5It has been so long<br />Since we're prefect<br />And you have changed <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">alot</span><br />I keep thinking things will always be the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">same</span><br />But when we leave this year , we won't be coming back<br />No more hanging out because we're on a different track<br /><br />People say that time will heal<br />But time can't control how you feel<br />I know that time can never change the feeling I have for you<br />But there once a chance for us be together<br /><br />Evey night I would be crying<br />Crying what I get is pain<br />It just hard to give up us together<br /><br />I'm not supposed to think about you<br />or wonder where you've been<br />But no matter how i fight it<br />The thought of you sneak in<br />Because I'm still love you...<br /><span></span> <a href="http://tinyurl.com/yw3snx"><img src="http://tinyurl.com/2yovmk"></a>Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8923129050430223026.post-81333825824713378392007-10-18T17:00:00.000+08:002007-10-19T02:07:05.093+08:00Tang Soo Do<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhi4WuenN3bk5Uo1IOQ1wU3jaZ8b1VohswphtKbyMv1NOa0r4fk2PlG7bOqAGyA1AR-jO2oqY3tDS_vsVgfiCIIkBgHiXIoN_Y4ykAGc7LH9RvMq0k8cTHme75gTtbre0uOVqeAoKMqHfMy/s1600-h/thunstable.gif"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhi4WuenN3bk5Uo1IOQ1wU3jaZ8b1VohswphtKbyMv1NOa0r4fk2PlG7bOqAGyA1AR-jO2oqY3tDS_vsVgfiCIIkBgHiXIoN_Y4ykAGc7LH9RvMq0k8cTHme75gTtbre0uOVqeAoKMqHfMy/s320/thunstable.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5122739681708430130" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMWmKIIp3aRoC8lX8ANQk5xsNcemJtvxuOViV0WOEFbNfi8akToGjyq9tW6Lqn4arwpLS_ekKamXuxUKygzithIx3pNm1ptXe5V8yEQNthJQE1Q3GM1T6AW9_b0KcWlTQlYH2-ktsEuFXl/s1600-h/tangsoodo.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 128px; height: 164px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMWmKIIp3aRoC8lX8ANQk5xsNcemJtvxuOViV0WOEFbNfi8akToGjyq9tW6Lqn4arwpLS_ekKamXuxUKygzithIx3pNm1ptXe5V8yEQNthJQE1Q3GM1T6AW9_b0KcWlTQlYH2-ktsEuFXl/s320/tangsoodo.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5122599433846346418" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tang Soo Do</span><br /><br />When I was form 1 student , I always get bullied by other class because I'm totally coward and scare to feel the pain from my skins . So I decided to join Tang Soo Do when I was form 3 , is really hard for me when starting but you won't regret after you learn it .Laucenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00952290024054991246noreply@blogger.com1